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haha when i posted it.. i was thinking to myself.. i bet this is the looongest post this board has ever seen.. I should get a custom titloe or someshit for that.

With girls, you gotta keep it short and sweet.

"Nice shoes...wanna fuck?"

skimming over it it looks like you're going to commit suicide or some shit

Thunderstomp wrote:

With girls, you gotta keep it short and sweet.

"Nice shoes...wanna fuck?"

haha i said somthing like that... but i said . "nice shoes... wanna make out?" and guess what.... we made out. true story. so id take thunders advice on this.. hes right

Chris: Where are we headed babe? In one minute I won't know you, any better than you'll know me. But we'll be together. Where we belong. Good people end up in hell because they can't forgive themselves. I know I can't. But I can forgive you.
Annie: For killing my children. and my sweet husband?
Chris: No, for being so wonderful a guy would choose hell over heaven just to hang around you.

Jimbean wrote:

That's beautiful...

Author:	Jimbean [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 2:24 pm ]
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hehe ok well, It's been awhile since I went the romantic route on this board. I know a lot of folks said they enjoyed my posts and what i had to say and shit. And as with every posts, like this one, if you're not really interested in reading about someone's personal life, and their real feelings and are just looking to flame someone for choosing to express their innermost bullshit to some anonymous internet audience than.. by all means please discontinue reading now. Well, most of you who're continuing to read may or may not remember the drama I was going through with a certain person that i was obsessed with. There's posts about it, you can search for it. The basic jist is that I was head over heels in love with this girl, of whom which i had been courting for the better part of ten-going-on-eleven years. It had been very difficult to move on from her and was interfering with my life... and basically i was losing my mind being around her, frustrated, sad, angry, sick... i wasn't eating, sleeping, having nightmares, waking up from dreamless sleep gasping for breath. That's when I decided to write and illustrate her a book saying everything i ever wished i could those nights we stayed up in eachother's arms. The book was one of 2 things... it would either be the final expression of myself to her by which she might finally understand just how much we mean to eachother and finally give us an honest shot. Or it would be my goodbye... I said everything I have to say.. you have the answers to any questions you'll ever have, and when you're sad or lonely.. you can look at this and remember how much someone loved you.... Included in that book were 2 CDs represented by our 2 favorite seasons: spring and fall, they were meant as compliment pieces to the book, for her to listen to as she read the book, to "set the mood" of the book so she would be more intuned with what type of emotions i was trying to convey through certain passages. Well, the book didn't work and it was goodbye, yet still time would go by and she would pull me back in again, and it was around our birthdays this past june that i was going to tell her she needs to stop.. and how was i planning on finding the strength to do this? The answer was simple and logical.. I've found that in this life when you have nothing else and even your humor doesn't work to get you through your days that you can always rely on your logic. I'm not sure how many of you know a lot about me or my present living situation.. with out getting into much detail it's not a happy one for the most part. I take care of my motehr who is disabled from a stroke several years ago, as well in the last 10 years i've had to endure the lose of both sets of grandparents, a 24 yr old cousin who commited suicide, my father to a heroin overdose, and my sister jennifer and best friend ivan in a car accident in brazil, not to mention a few lovers and friends as well (not by death but just by fading out). All of whom I was very close to and helped in killing off the more bohemian side of myself which i NEEDED to do. My father and sister both passed within a year of eachother and my mother and I were left by ourselves to live off of my sister's life insurance. This was in the wake of 9/11 and the web industry deflation. All i had as far as experience was a 6 month web certifaction program and some retail work history, and jobs were impossible at best to find. The responsibility was fully upon my shoulders and most would've crushed under the pressure... but my logic was there. I cut off my outlet to my bohemian self and gave up a lot of my habits to focus on being a career-minded individual.. and as i set goals for myself I found that with time i brought what i needed to myself. I am proud to say that I have had a steady fulltime job on salaray with benefits for almost 3 years now, my mother and I, while still struggling, are doing well and are not in any SEVERE financial distress. I am not so proud to say that I barely ever talk to anyone anymore and am able to be a robot because I choose to numb myself with a mindless videogame, drugs, and alcohol instead of dealing with my real emotions everyday. Anyway, so the plan was to convince myself and Maio, that I was clinically obsessed with her and that it was sick and depraved and unhealthy for both of us. It was the perfect answer.. there would be no lingering emotions, because for the "career-minded individual" it was what was "right". I tried to convinced myself that it was wrong on the level of say, raping a 5 yr old... and it was easy for me to switch off and move on once i did this. Granted, it wasn't the perfect solution because maio and i still lost our "best friends" but it was a good enough reason for us not to see/contact eachother. On the night I was to talk to her about this she stood me up and it was the perfect final push i needed to realize that what i was doing was right. I left her a note telling her that was how i was feeling and that i really needed space. 2 months went by and not a word... and then I get a frantic call at home one day from Maio saying how she knows she's supposed to be leaving me alone but that her mom is in the hospital with a mass the size of a softball in her colon. Obviously, no longer the time for games.. I told her I would be right there and asked her if she needed anything on the way. So now, fate has brought us back together for the umpteeth time and I'm losing my mind wondering why. But I'm just being strong for Maio because she needs that now, and she needs a friend, and she needs me, because I'm the only one she feels safe with. In my personal distress that I'm going through being back around her, especially getting to be her knight in shining armor and feeling so loved and needed, I had to have an outlet because it wouldn't be "ok" for me to bring up my own feelings in what's going on atm. So i made what i would consider to be one of the most pathetic emo mixes the world's ever seen, as i said it's on par with "troy's love tape to melissa". It has audio clips from "what dreams may come" (this movie released in the 90s about death, soulmates, the divine comedy and rules if you never seen it.. go to it). It will be "winter" from the seasons mixes i'm making for maio.. it has some cheesy songs on it, mostly because if i didn't include some sad songs that she liked she'd never listen to it. here is the track listing with lyrics and the soundbytes typed out. I hope you guys enjoy it, it's sad as shit, but it's really cool and i reccomend checking out every song on it that you've never heard before.. especially if you can appreciate a good love/sad song. Winter Tori Amos Snow can wait, I forgot my mittens Wipe my nose, get my new boots on I get a little warm in my heart when I think of winter I put my hand in my father’s glove I run off where the drifts get deeper Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown I hear a voice ’you must learn to stand up for yourself Cause I can’t always be around’ He says when you gonna make up your mind When you gonna love you as much as I do When you gonna make up your mind Cause things are gonna change so fast All the white horses are still in bed I tell you that I’ll always want you near You say that things change my dear Boys get discovered as winter melts Flowers competing for the sun Years go by and I’m here still waiting Withering where some snowman was Mirror mirror where’s the crystal palace But I only can see myself Skating around the truth who I am But I know, dad, the ice is getting thin When you gonna make up your mind When you gonna love you as much as I do When you gonna make up your mind Cause things are gonna change so fast All the white horses are still in bed I tell you that I’ll always want you near You say that things change my dear Hair is grey and the fires are burning So many dreams on the shelf You say I wanted you to be proud I always wanted that myself When you gonna make up your mind When you gonna love you as much as I do When you gonna make up your mind Cause things are gona change so fast All the white horses have gone ahead I tell you that I’ll always want you near You say that things change my dear Never change All the white horses _______________________ Suical Dream Silverchain I dream about, how it’s going to end Approaching me quickly Leaving a life of fear I only want my mind to be clear People, making fun of me For no reason but jealousy I fantasise about my death I’ll kill myself from holding my breath My suicidal dream Voices telling me what to do My suicidal dream I’m sure you will get yours too Help me, comfort me Stop me from feeling what I’m feeling now The rope is here Now I’ll find a use I’ll kill myself I’ll put my head in a noose My suicidal dream Voices telling me what to do My suicidal dream I’m sure you will get yours too Dreamin’ about my death, dream Suicidal, suicidal, suicidal dream I’m suicidal Suicidal dream _____________________________ Suicide Machine Hum Sleep comes to everyone while we wait for the sunday afternoons Sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but you Sleep comes to everyone while we wait, wide awake and blue Sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but me and you And so i give myself away to everybody everyday And so i give myself to you, and you need it more than i do Sleep comes to everyone while we wait for the sunday afternoons Sleep comes to everyone, everyone baby, yeah, but you And i have this one figured out That's why the suicide machine is built for two A simple sick device devised to overload on love To bring us colored dreams and soundtracked waves of fun And so i give myself away to everybody everyday And so i give myself to you and you need it more than i do Sleep comes to no one else like we have falling through the ground Fulfilling promises of endless summer nights I'm losing ground You're losing sound Somewhere through a thousand blues a dragonfly descends with just a whisper I'm lonelier than god And all my wishes spin the fishes in the air And everyone a different shade of you And to the left where up is down now stand a zebra made of shapes of me And silver and the sun So bring no guilt with you up above the flatline Let's just hit the sky exploding into one ______________________________ Ian: We're going to go through something, very hard right now, I'm with you, you're not alone. Chris, Annie's dead. She killed herself. It's nothing I ever expected. Chris: Like I said, you don't know us. Is that kind of an occupational hazard of soulmates? One's not much without the other... ______________________________ Without You I'm Nothing Placebo Strange infatuation seems to grace the evening tide I'll take it by your side Such imagination seems to help the feeling slide I'll take it by your side Instant correlation sucks and breeds a pack of lies I'll take it by your side Oversaturation curls the skin and tans the hide I'll take it by your side tick - tock tick - tick - tick - tick - tick - tock I'm unclean, a libertine And every time you vent your spleen I seem to lose the power of speech Your slipping slowly from my reach You grow me like an evergreen You never see the lonely me at all I... Take the plan, spin it sideways I... Fall Without you, I'm Nothing Without you, I'm nothing Without you, I'm nothing Take the plan, spin it sideways Without you, I'm nothing at all _______________________ Breaking The Girl Red Hot Chili Peppers I am a man Cut from the know Rarely do friends Come and then go She was a girl Soft but estranged We were the two Our lives rearranged Feeling so good that day A feeling of love that day Twisting and turning Your feelings are burning You're breaking the girl She meant you no harm Think you're so clever But now you must sever You're breaking the girl He loves no one else Raised by my dad Girl of the day He was my man That was the way She was the girl Left alone Feeling the need To make me her home I don't know what when or why The twilight of love had arrived Twisting and turning Your feelings are burning You're breaking the girl She meant you no harm Think you're so clever But now you must sever You're breaking the girl He loves no one else _____________________ Black Pearl Jam Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me as her body once did All five horizons revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn Ooh, and all I taught her was everything Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything? Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... I take a walk outside I’m surrounded by some kids at play I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head I’m spinning, oh, I’m spinning How quick the sun can, drop away And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything... All the love gone bad turned my world to black Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I’ll ever be I know someday you’ll have a beautiful life, I know you’ll be a star In somebody else’s sky, but why Why, why can’t it be, why can’t it be mine? ______________________________ Chris: I've never seen anything like it. Annie: Well, that's my role.. to bring adventure to your life! You, taught me, the one thing, the only thing, I should always remember. Chris: Which is? Annie: I forgot. Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah... you must never give up.... never give up ______________________________ You Belong To Me Bob Dylan See The Pyramids Along the Nile Watch the sun rise From a tropic isle Just remember darling All the while You belong to me See the market place In old Algiers Send me photographs And souvenirs Just remember When your dream appears You belong to me I'll be so alone Without you Maybe You'll be lonesome, too Maybe You'll be lonesome too And blue Fly the ocean In a silver plane See the jungle When its wet with rain Just remember Till you're home again You belong to me I'll be so alone Without you Maybe You'll be lonesome, too Maybe You'll be lonesome too And blue Fly the ocean In a silver plane See the jungle When its wet with rain Just remember Till you're home again You belong to me _______________________ I Found A Reason Cat Power Oh I do believe In all the things you see What comes is better than what came before And you’d better come come, come come to me Better come, come come, come to me Better run, run run, run run to me Better come Oh I do believe In all the things you say What comes is better that what came before And you’d better run run, run run to me Better run, run run, run run to me Better come, come come, come come to me You’d better run __________________________ Guitar and Videogames Sunny Day Real Estate How is it you feel? I remember you at the top of my room All these things we wondered how to hide See how it works when All the day long in a bottle of mud All these fears we wondered how to hide with our love How is it you feel when you run? Ships won’t come in in a bottle of mud All this time looking for love And you want to find peace But you find me Mondrary fields where we run See how it works with a bottle of rum All this time hiding from death And we want to be strong But we find Tthe true story A tale Writing itself as we sail A story A tale Writing itself as we wail Never again my dear Should we come dancing here We’ll play guitar and video games What if we refuse to follow the rules of fashion? Tell me something you’d tell a fool Ways to refuse to follow the rules of fashion How is it you feel then? Remember you in the top of my room All these things remade me and caused to be something grand Never again shall we Come dancing in the sea We’ll play guitar for a new We’ll play guitar for a new We’ll play guitar and video games What if we refuse to follow the rules of fashion? Tell me something you’d tell a fool Ways to refuse to follow the rules of fashion _____________________________ Morning Theft Jeff Buckley Time takes care of the wound, so I can believe You had so much to give, you thought I couldn’t see Gifts for boot heels to crush, promises deceived I had to send it away to bring us back again Your eyes and body brighten silent waters, deep Your precious daughter in the other room, asleep A kiss goodnight from every stranger that I meet I had to send it away to bring us back again Morning theft. unpretender left, ungraceful True self is what brought you here, to me A place where we can accept this love Friendship battered down by useless history Unexamined failure What am I still to you? Some thief who stole from you? Or some fool drama queen whose chances were few? That brings us to who we need A place where we can save A heart that beats as both siphon and reservoir You’re a woman, I’m a calf You’re a window, I’m a knife We come together making chance into starlight Meet me tomorrow night, or any day you want I have no right to wonder just how, or when You know the meaning fits There’s no relief in this I miss my beautiful friend I have to send it away to bring her back again _______________________ I Know Your Ways Black Heart Procession Was down time when you meet the end Was frozen yet taught as you came If one was and the other not like you So the reason is to rely on that one Cause I know your ways And I know what you'll say That I'll always run back When it all falls Yes I'll always run back When it all falls away And comes back to me and you You know, it always comes back to me and you Down there What will they find? It's the way that The light all decays. Cause I know your ways Cause I know how you think That I'll always run back When it all falls And you'll always run back When it all falls And I'll always run back When it all falls Yes you'll always run back When it all falls away And comes back to me and you You know, yes, it always comes back to me and you You know ________________________ Have You Forgotten Red House Painters I can't let you be, cause your beauty won't allow me Wrapped in white sheets Like an angel from a bedtime story Shut out what they say Cause your friends are fucked up anyway When they come around Somehow they feel up and you feel down When we were kids, we hated things our parents did We listened low to Casey Kasem's radio show That's when friends were nice And to think of them just makes you feel nice The smell of grass in spring And October leaves covered everything Have you forgotten how to love yourself? I still can't believe all the good things that you did for me Backyard summer pools and Christmas trees were bright and full And the sentiment of coloured mirrored ornaments And the open drapes Looked out on frozen farmhouse landscapes Have you forgotten how to love yourself? ________________________________ Chris: I'm sorry babe, but there's some things I have to say... I've only got a few moments left. I'm sorry for all the things I'll never give you, I'll never buy you another meatball sub with extra sauce.. that was a big one. I'll never make you smile, I just wanted us to be old together. Just 2 old farts laughing at eachother as our bodies fell apart. Together at the end at that lake in your painting. That was out heaven, see? There's lots of things to miss: books, maps, kisses, FIGHTS! Oh, God, we had some great ones! Thank you for every Kindness, thank you for our children, the first time i saw them. Thank you for being someone I was always proud to be with, for your guts, for your sweetness, for how you always looked, for how I always wanted to touch you. You were my life. I apologize for every time I failed you. Especially this one. ________________________________ How To Disappear Completely Radiohead That there That’s not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the liffey I’m not here This isn’t happening I’m not here I’m not here In a little while I’ll be gone The moment’s already passed Yeah it’s gone And I’m not here This isn’t happening I’m not here I’m not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I’m not here This isn’t happening I’m not here I’m not here ____________________________ Chris: Where are we headed babe? In one minute I won't know you, any better than you'll know me. But we'll be together. Where we belong. Good people end up in hell because they can't forgive themselves. I know I can't. But I can forgive you. Annie: For killing my children. and my sweet husband? Chris: No, for being so wonderful a guy would choose hell over heaven just to hang around you. ...and because i remind you... ...and because i couldn't join you... ...so i left you alone... ...don't give up ok?... ____________________________

Author:	Arim [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:06 pm ]
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im not reading all that..christ

Author:	Jimbean [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:23 pm ]
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lol

Author:	Ponuh [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:29 pm ]
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pdf it and i'll read it on the toilet

Author:	Parade [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:38 pm ]
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haha i saved it and printed it out. ill read it tomorrow during school.

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Author:	Yarr [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:41 pm ]
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Congratulations, that is the longest post i have ever seen. And I thought I had some long posts in the private section

Author:	Parade [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:43 pm ]
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Edit: nevermind. but i am curoius to know wtf this is all about.

Author:	Jimbean [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 6:48 pm ]
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haha when i posted it.. i was thinking to myself.. i bet this is the looongest post this board has ever seen.. I should get a custom titloe or someshit for that. Now: someone please hold me!!!

Author:	Parade [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 7:00 pm ]
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Jimbean wrote: haha when i posted it.. i was thinking to myself.. i bet this is the looongest post this board has ever seen.. I should get a custom titloe or someshit for that. or some shit like that.... http://mirrors.meepzorp.com/ebay/poop-dog/ thats way better than a custom title

Author:	Shuichi [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 7:16 pm ]
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... Damn. That's a long post. Love is a many splintered thing. With colors often unseen. Truths whispered unheard. Lust unbridled undiscovered.

Author:	Kayne [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 7:51 pm ]
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skimming over it it looks like you're going to commit suicide or some shit

Author:	Mikey [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 8:02 pm ]
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kayne i swear. lol Jim you got a heart simliar to mine. Cept i can't write for shit lol

Author:	Nyiara [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 8:12 pm ]
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i'm upset by this post.. you don't know me very well but I read your posts here... love is such a hard thing to fully understand. i'm upset by the loss you must be feeling, loving this girl so much and not having those feelings returned. i wish that it wasn't like that and that you could feel the love that you want so badly from her but it just doesn't seem like she's interested in your love, or your feelings for her more than a friend. that's a real shame because i think she's missing out on something that could make her life magical.. the love you have for her is apparent and i'm surprised that she couldn't see it, and doesn't feel the same way. i have no words of advice for you.. but i hope you manage to find happiness again. if you need to talk you can always pm me, although again you don't know me. :[ -ny.

Author:	Thunderstomp [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 9:01 pm ]
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With girls, you gotta keep it short and sweet. "Nice shoes...wanna fuck?"

Author:	Kioto [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 12:12 am ]
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J.K. Rowling's got nothing on jim, yo.

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Author:	Parade [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 9:45 pm ]
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Thunderstomp wrote: With girls, you gotta keep it short and sweet. "Nice shoes...wanna fuck?" haha i said somthing like that... but i said . "nice shoes... wanna make out?" and guess what.... we made out. true story. so id take thunders advice on this.. hes right

Author:	Yarr [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 9:46 pm ]
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Kayne wrote: skimming over it it looks like you're going to commit suicide or some shit lolololololol 100 points.

Author:	Ponuh [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 9:46 pm ]
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ike wrote: Thunderstomp wrote: With girls, you gotta keep it short and sweet. "Nice shoes...wanna fuck?" haha i said somthing like that... but i said . "nice shoes... wanna make out?" and guess what.... we made out. true story. so id take thunders advice on this.. hes right So that's how you met David Hasselhoff.

Author:	Mintsy [ Mon Sep 12, 2005 10:40 pm ]
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its very sweet. but it sucks to spend so much time on something for someone who doesn't care about you in "that" way.... love the songs you picked out.

Author:	Jimbean [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 12:06 am ]
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thanks everyone for taking the time to read and give posi feedback especially mikey, ny, and mint. It was really just to post the mix, which I'm pretty psyched on , because I feel like since the invention of mp3s and burning CDs I kind of lost my ability of making a really amazing mixtape. This one comes pretty close to flowing really well.. which i dig, if i was making it for myself I probably would've done it just a little bit differently.. but not by much. As far as Maio goes... there's just nothing that can be said or done by me or anyone else that hasn't already. At this point my feelings towards the situation kind of remains where it was when i tried to move on from her a couple months back. I'm here for her at the moment because despite my feelings there is something much more dire going on with her mother and I have enough respect and love for her to not add any more complications to her life. She reached out to me, and I'll play my role one more time and be selflessly by her side and die inside while doing it. In a sick self-defeating way it's still inspiring to me, and even though it's not feelings of goodness it's still feelings.. and that gives me hope. And hope, is the thing that I held onto Maio for... Afterall if it ever did happen perhaps that'd just be one less thing to continue living to strive for. Still it's very difficult to not have so many things reminding me of her constantly, so many years of unrequited, unreciprocated feelings, dreams of keeping her safe and by my side and having that much more purpose and meaning to my life. And then once again thinking about it today and all those feelings I'd be unprepared to deal with: jealousy, bad sex, apathy, boredom... I'm really really scared about everything, losing my mind, falling back into a situation where i'm leaning on her for comfort, becoming obsessed again. And I really think that the situation at hand doesn't have anything to do with Maio as much as it does with allowing myself to open up to the people in my life who I should.. who're out there waiting for me to come back and be ok again. This is something that I'm considering seeking professional psychiatric help for. My mother, my friends, the last 4 or 5 girls i dated: I'm so cold and cut off to all of them.. I think in my head I kind of see them as part of my stress and "problem" instead of people who i love and need to be there for. In some way it must all relate back to the loss I've experienced in the past decade, though I'm not sure when, how, and why my mind decided to divert these feelings in this way., and I'm not really sure if i want to go through the introspective nightmare that figuring that out entails. Things are ok now, and i'll wear my depression like a puppet and keep putting on the play. goodnight

Author:	Jimbean [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 12:46 am ]
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p.s. I don't think I ever showed this to you guys. This ia a maio-inspired tattoo idea i drew up a few months back. It's an extremely rough first draft and I plan to build and refine it: http://www.dirkeffertz.com/drawings/gemini.jpg

Author:	Matti [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 9:04 am ]
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Jimbean wrote: Chris: Where are we headed babe? In one minute I won't know you, any better than you'll know me. But we'll be together. Where we belong. Good people end up in hell because they can't forgive themselves. I know I can't. But I can forgive you. Annie: For killing my children. and my sweet husband? Chris: No, for being so wonderful a guy would choose hell over heaven just to hang around you. That's beautiful...

Author:	Jimbean [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 9:42 am ]
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Matti wrote: Jimbean wrote: Chris: Where are we headed babe? In one minute I won't know you, any better than you'll know me. But we'll be together. Where we belong. Good people end up in hell because they can't forgive themselves. I know I can't. But I can forgive you. Annie: For killing my children. and my sweet husband? Chris: No, for being so wonderful a guy would choose hell over heaven just to hang around you. That's beautiful...

Author:	Rahsten [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 1:04 pm ]
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I preferred the film 'Wet dreams may cum', but that's just me. I like the little tattoo sketch. Also nice to see/read that there are other people out there with complicated lives... I have no advice to offer that you probably haven't already heard. Keep perspective and don't let your emotions consume you. Control, process and express.

Author:	Iolanthe [ Tue Sep 13, 2005 1:32 pm ]
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Holy shit, that was a lot of reading. I love the title you chose for this thread, btw. Jim, you are good person and you deserve good things in life. Whether you two are/end up together or not, I hope Maio at least realizes how important, and how much a part of her you are.