Anyone have enything they want to get off their chest? Old secret that you never told anyone? A weird characteristic about yourself? Post it.

I'll start:

-The only movie I ever cryed in was Lion King.
-I am 6'3 and deathly afraid of small lizards.
-My mother is Chinese and Jamaican. My father is English and Guyanese. But people still call me African-American. (wtf?)

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- oh man
- I have sacrificed everything just about for an unguaranteed career in hip-hop
- I have invested everything into it in order to live this dream
- I have started a record label, and now my album is in the work of duplication, within 2 months it will be done, as well as mixtape. And it'll be available through plenty of the major channels, Itunes, Diggstation fully done website, etc. etc.

- I just get older and older, time has been my biggest enemy

- For everything I have that is going good, I live at home with my parents and I just keep getting older and older.

- So in retrospect, the very art and music I do (hip-hop) can either make my life or destroy it, and I have many sleepless nights wondering which it will be.

- I turn on the radio, say to myself "I'm better than this shit!" but in the back of my mind sometimes I have doubts.

- I still go through with it, because I got nothing to fall back on really, or if I do, I don't see it.

I tie my shoes slowly.

I have depression and a weak stomach. I'm an inch or two shorter than I should have been due to anemia when I was a baby. 5'6"

Certain deodorants (such as Ban) give me a horrendous rash on my pits so I need to use gentler varieties (such as Sure).

My dad is a former catholic priest.

My brother is a somewhat noticable graffiti artist across Jersey/NY, but he hasn't done any for a while.

I played wow for 10 days, it was such a pile of crap I cancelled and uninstalled before the end of the free trial.

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-I havent gotten to 70 in a year with WoW because I cant get past the fact that you have to level up solo.

-My dad went to Columbia and is a VP for IDC. (international data corporation)

-My mom owns her own mortgage company, and she owns 11 houses.

-When I was 7, my parents put me on one of my dad's credit cards as an "Authorized User". Because of this, I had 11 years of good credit by the time i turned 18.

-They used my credit score to by a house in my name and got super low rates because i'm a first time buyer. (which means more money for them since theyre investing.)

-I am a computer art major at FAU and didnt take one art class my whole first year of school. I still don't know how to draw lol.

-Despite that, my career goal is to be an animator for a videogame company.

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My vision is so bad that if I had laser eye surgery I would still not have 20/20 vision.

I just started playing Lineage II with a friend after canceling WoW and FFXI and saying I was out of MMOs (not paying for the L2 account the char is on and I am quitting because it is boring).

I have been to drug rehab 3 times (once court ordered) and baker acted once (met some fun people in the mental health hospital, got an ex strippers number lolol found it yesterday).

I suck at sweep picking that involves more than 4 strings and awkward positionings on the guitar.

I stole beer from Publix when I worked there as a teenager (I usually lie and say I have never stolen from a workplace).

I cried watching Old Yeller as a child... and probably at the end of Shane also.

Nightmare on Elm Street and Pumpkinhead scared the shit out of me in 5th grade.

My father's family is so dysfunctional that most of them rarely talk to eachother at all. Both of his parents are dead because they were alcoholics basically. Half of his family are black sheeps.

I have been diagnosed bipolar, ADD, and a new diagnosis recently which unlike the others can't be treated with medication (getting a second opinion). My parents and pyschiatrist finally told me this last week after a year of hiding it from me. He didn't want to tell me because he feared my reaction would be extreme.

I once drank my Dad's Jack Daniels and pissed on his clothes in the bottom drawer of his dresser when I was 17. We have never spoke about it, so I doubt he knows. My brother and his friend Tim are the only people who know.

Me and my friend Matt suspect one of our friends is a closet bi-sexual furry. We won't talk to him about what we found in his room lol. So fucking disturbing.

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75 BRD with a bunch of subjobs

I cried at Homeward Bound in the movie theater lol.

I make good money, but live paycheck to paycheck. Often being flat broke several days before my next check.

I care a lot about how I look.

I never want to be a father.

I get embarassed very easily.

I never played WoW because IMO the toons are ugly and it looks too cartoonish. I don't see it as "good graphics".

I have been smoking cigarettes for 12 years and have quit about 100 times.

I am terrfied of heights. I have panic attacks every time I fly in a plane.

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I also get embarrassed very easy. And if I do something stupid it will bug me for a week.

I played wow for a week and hated everyone I met.

I'll probably buy supa's CD just to help him out, even if I don't like the music.

I hate playing BRD in FFXI but its still my only job at 75 after 4 years.

I got kicked out of college for a year. Reasons will remain my own secret.

I've been to 11 different countries. (really stretching for stuff now)

My dad is a VP for a bank software company called AIM-TO.

My mom runs a catering business and a cooking school. But I can't cook to save my life.

I'm 6'4" and extremely afraid of cockroaches.

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-I'm gay and I just told my family last friday but I'm deathly deathly afraid to tell my friends. I don't know if I ever will.

-I have no idea what I want to do with my life whatsoever; everything is both equally appealing and unappealing and it's frusterating to decide on a course only to learn it's a horrible idea.

-I tend to think the worst of people first and make it up to them to improve their image in my eyes. It should be the opposite.

-I constantly convince one of my friends to procrastinate on his schoolwork to continue doing whatever we're doing and now he's way behind and failing a lot of his classes.

-I have trouble expressing any sort of sympathy to situations I deem to be self-inflicted.

-I will occasionally take up argumentative stances on issues I don't feel strongly about, just for the sake of argument.

-I believe I'm better than a lot of people and oftentimes fail to see the qualities of others.

From my observations growing up and logical reasoning I truly believe that we as a species have set ourselves up for extinction.

ok heres one for ya.

- I've killed someone.
- I'm a severe alcoholic, and i dont give a shit.
- I lived in a homeless shelter for 2 months before deciding to go to college.
- people think im an asshole cause i don't like talking too much, although im trying to change that.
- i've never been in a relationship.
- i have trouble displaying compassion and sympathy at all..
- i was an ESL student =d

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FFXI - Yurichan: 75THF(Ret) / SC2 - Lawncare / XBOX - Zombie Sharks / PS3 - Zombie_Sharks

oh wow

- I was a sexaholic with one of my ex's
- I've dumped every girl i've been with
- I was in AA at 16
- Tried to kill myself a few years back with pills/alcohol
- I never studied once for a test in college. Also never cracked a book.
- My math skills are border line genius yet my grammar skills tested in the LD range (35 in math, 13 in English on the ACT)
- I've never called into work sick. Also, from age 15-21 i worked every Saturday and Sunday
- Last, i would throw away everything i've worked for one more chance with my now ex-friend Jess

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"My dreams are all dead & buried. Sometimes I wish the sun would just explode. When God comes and calls me to his kingdom, I'll take all you sonsabitches when I go"

- I've never cried in a movie, but I got all watery-eyed in Million Dollar Baby.

- After getting Labyrinthitis (wiki it or something) in late February I'm still having a hard time coping with the symptoms/side effects. Ears Ringing/Dizziness/Newly developed Anxiety disorder/Weird pains and aches every day. Don't know how long it will be until I'm 100% again, could be years. Has completely messed with my train of thought, my emotions, and how I feel physically, it's fucking stupid.

- Dating the girl of my dreams, hope to marry her. Have had 2 scares where she could have been pregnant (1 1/2 weeks late, and 2 weeks late). Decided that we aren't going to have sex until we're married.

- Have stolen probably more than $10,000 in merchandise in my teenage years.

- Participated in a 30-hour Famine for charity at church. 3 of us didn't wanna wait so we stole girl scout cookies from the food drive and hid upstairs and ate the whole box.

- Had an online girlfriend when I was much younger. Masturbated while talking to her for the first time. Still cringe everytime I think about that.

- I Was liked by everyone in high school, but I had such terrible self-esteem I wouldn't get close to anyone. Girls liked me (dispite being pretty unattractive), but I wouldn't do anything about it because I would never consider that a girl could like me.

- Dated a really fucking hot REALLY CRAZY girl in college in hopes that her dad would buy me an ipod. Didn't pan out.

I say or type somewhat stupid before I think.

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PS3 Friend list name: Pantherxx Wii code 1629-0463-4657-0263 (revised 9/28/07) Steam ID - Pantherxx010 62BLU 75PLD Reactived 7/5/10 I dare you Click this!

um...

im on 80mg of Accutane and have about 2 months worth of accutane built up in my medicine drawer once my doctor calls it off, cause i didnt take it every day

i am a very cold person IRL, very lonely, depressed inside. very social with people i know will never ever know me for who i really am (FFXI Bishes lol).

worked on a farm for 7years, my bosses dont even rmember me that long, been the manager at my school store for 2 years, i finished the class 1 year but just kept coming back the next year.

older girls like me once they know me, younger girls hate me cause they think im ugly, girls my age vary girl to girl >.>

never had sex, ive been trying for 6 years for the best girl in the world to go out with me and be with me forever. my boss, family, friends, you people tell me to give up on her but i wont >.>

can do, and probably have done, anything and everything on a computer and on the internet (like having 7 email addresses and going in to places like wikipedia and posting crocnazi stuff til their eye bleed) (go on a site and do something bad, log out, switch names and come back to condone what that person has done, lol)

i really like this girl and have been trying to get her to like me for 6 years.

i am strong, stubborn, couragous, everything an Eagle Scout needs to be, but around really nice/cute girls (stated above) i am super nervous and deathly afraid they wont like me. and feel like they dont like me because they dont take a chance to get to know me

thats about all im telling you guys :p

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"all men die, and no brave man lets death frighten him from his desires"

I really don't hide anything from anyone, nor do i need to share anything at this time, but Ponuh i'm a tad shocked to find out you are gay, your angry argumentative attitude is as far from gay as i have even witnessed in real life, but if your friends can't accept it, they aren't worth having around anyway.

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WoW
70 Druid Night elf Boulderfist

There's something I wish I could post here, but the problem is that I've already referenced my facebook among other things with this website, haha

I dunno, otherwise my life is intensely boring.

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Retired 8/21/06
Don't click this link.

Oh come on lol

I've gone to bed every night and woke up every morning wishing that I didn't exist since I was 7.

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The lovers, the dreamers, and me.

Thats kinda weaksauce Cad, but I can understand if you don't want your friends from facebook (college omg) seeing it.

7 is really early Mintsy. I had suicidal thoughts at first when I was around 14 or so (wish I was never born etc). When I was really young I was in a constant state of daydream, so I wasn't really wishing to not exist (just not in this reality but in a fantasy world). Hell I still do that today, just not as much lol. At least now I realize my fantasy world will never exist.

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Eternus Ifrit Server Atariii LS member
75 BRD with a bunch of subjobs

-i'm not circumsized.

(omg I cant believe i wrote that)

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Holy shit





... I shave my pubes

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"My dreams are all dead & buried. Sometimes I wish the sun would just explode. When God comes and calls me to his kingdom, I'll take all you sonsabitches when I go"

i'm superman

I have this paranoia about having AIDS... I've never been tested so anytime something is wrong with me, I blame it on AIDS. If I get a bruise on my shin, "Omg, I have AIDS." If I feel nauseous, "Omg, I'm dying from AIDS."

I'm too much of a chicken shit to get tested, so I probably never will. I couldn't live with myself if I had it because that means I've probably given it to my husband. I'd just kill myself right then.

I'm also extremely self-conscious... My two year anniversary is next month, and I still can't walk around naked in the daylight in front of my husband. (This is finally starting to go away a little.) I've never worn a bathing suit in public.

There are other things, but I'm in a similar situation as Cad. My little brother comes to this forum sometimes. I don't want my family freaking out. haha

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lol Mil the aids thing made me giggle. <3

I don't really have any hardcore secrets lol

hm. . .

I work from home, and leave my house maybe. . . once every 1-2 months

I have no desire nor need for a social life outside of the internet and MMOs, I basically live my life online.

I am sexually attracted to Ivanka trump, lol (( donald's daughter ))

I want to adopt 1 kid, probably from another country.

I've never tasted alchohol in my entire life (( thats not an exxageration, I have no idea what it tastes like lol ))

I despise anything to do with clubs/dancing/parties/drinking/smoking/drugs/ect.

I'm steriotypical in some ways, but at the same time very anti steriotypical. For instance, I despise 90% of gay people, the flamboyant steriotypical femenine, the walk, the talk, the hand motions, them. Yet, I wear makeup and appear androgenous/femenine myself. (( though not at all in my clothing, just makeup )). I concider my appearance more in the liking of japanese/anime (( most japanese straight guys in media look very femenine and wear makeup )), rather than the "flaming" gay american community. Though most average americans wouldn't know the difference. The key lies in the voice and manurisms, I don't have a gay accent and I don't have gay manurisms. And I don't wear bright rainbow colors for that matter (( the gay pride color thign really needs to be changed to something less 'rainbow bright' and disgusting )). I also am frightened and disgusted by drag queens, but I respect and am fond of the transgendered community. (( one is over the top and ridiculous, the other just want to be normal ))

I hate people who are over-zealous in regards to religion, and I believe religion should be very personal and not so much organized. And I 100% think that religion as a whole needs to stay completely out of politics and the government.

My favorite animal is the Elephant.

I want an army of elephants to take over the world with.

I ride an elekk in WoW. lol

I admire Maya Angelou and i'm in love with Richard Dawkins.

I watch oprah and tyra and the view on weekdays

My favorite movies are the Kill Bills, and I loved x-3 as well.

I want to marry a Japanese man

I want to move to Tokyo or Dubai in the future, and want to be completely fluent in both japanese and arabic

None of my hopes will ever happen because I leave my room maybe once every 1-2 months.

I'm a pathological liar.

The end.

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No sig because 3 sigs in a row people make me change my sig and I refuse to have a pony sig!

My middle name is Gannon.

I'm getting sick for the first time in 7 years so I won't be able to finish the Strangelove gaybomb comic today.

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Some stories can't be told with words, some legends are meant to die